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Garblified
I tried hard To dress like I won’t steal My tips worn at diagonal My socks thin I’m not a thief I’m not a thief I belong here My pockets have holes I’m not wholly here Mouth noises Blobs, gestalts Oh, you can help? There’s no time Mouth noises I just stare Garblified
Somnistanbul
I got home and removed my claws In the waiting room are different laws Of what you can carry And what you can do When the distance is altered This place will fit two Because you should feel safe And you should feel larger Let me lay down first None of that ol’ “How’s your […]
Numbers Station
I’ve read kilometres of letters Of scrolls and things, that’ve never been I’ve had dreams of dying While waiting for words On number stations Waiting in the attic Sitting through the noise It isn’t free will, nor a choice 20 8 5 18 5 9 19 14 15 2 15 4 25 8 5 18 […]
Dimmesdale
It was his black swan No-one would have thought That empty feeling When a nice girl’s fallen But the icon of her name’s still pure All it took was a gander Obtuse, thoughts intrusive She has different faces, not moons In her eyes, no stars Only one’s surprise there’s No weeknight left to fallow Now […]
Spring
It’s spring outside A piercing ray of sun As the wind cuts right through me I’m purged of man and Full of letters sans The rise in my chest Or sunken heart The night when I was Looking up at the lamp Red through my eyelids As I lied in the dark I’ve deleted the […]
Leper
They say a man’s soul Is shown by that between his lungs But it’s the crippled trickle From a feeble mind To content on his tongue That matters Because information is power And we are all guilty ’til we’re tried Leper legion No pledge of allegiance Fear, disgust and fury Lead to leper deadhesion So, […]
A birthday
I raised you with my own saliva, words and wine Tried to imagine myself resenting you But in my mind’s eye there’s no light Your eyes are bright and your hair is ashen Like the chestnut haze of cigarettes You wrap these long arms around my body Like you knew that none were left Of […]
The mushroom prince
I’m a zebra sans her stripes A fox clad like a dog It’s a nightmare that’s recurring Sniffing death in the air Where my shovel’s buried in the ground A pair of human legs That morph past midnight A creature that runs Before it stands But what do you stand for? The rains have poured […]
Inside
I’m an antibody Destroy in haste Too much heat And too much waste I’m the saint, the sinner More leper than lover The fool I’ll crown This ill fever I’ll govern Sweating in my delirium As I think how many I’ve taken down With me, in sweaty synchrony Heavy is the head Full of cotton […]
Schoolbreak
This blood on my back It ain’t mine The bunny on my jumper, she has seen it all With her plastic button eyes I can feel your vision Vitreous as it begins to fade Do you see me now, do you see me now? Little boy, last day of school He cries grey, grip loose […]
Cotard’s summer
Because the locusts are coming And now, so am I In this eastern village nothing will be the same And everyone will forget our names as youth runs dry The seasons have changed But there’s still wisdom to find Look up at my eyes dear It’s cruel to be kind when your knees touch the […]
From the day the bigger banshee screeched
Dare not become Dare not embody The monstrous moon howler Author of tales That Freud foretold Traumatic sounds Mind numbed and ego torn I’ll keep my red riding hood on Did all a girl could do Wearing someone else’s skin Laced in, needle-heeled Stitched shut. Like a perfect fucking wound Mother dearest Eats runt who’s […]
A foreigner in your nativity
And every time you toot my horn I don my hooves My face goes red Clop, clop, into the room, I’ll saunter Make a bargain, call it sin Faustian debt letters in your bin A barn erected, wood, not tin A man never born, of woman who never… And merry that they were Around other […]
Material
Dig up the ghosts and give them words He said they’re colours or material When it’s red, coal, tar And you feel it in your shoulders He remembered a painful scowl A crushed samovar And his mother wound’s dark eyes
Human
As I palpated inside him and Pulled something out It was hot, it was still thinking Couldn’t have hurt that much I asked him who sold it to him I figured I’d try it on For size The input didn’t fit my eyes And what I heard Was even worse The scents were animalic If […]
The saint of knights
Pathetic, annihilated Smiling, hollowed, man. Woman, The less you say, the more you mean Speak through your demon in his mind He’ll fear and flinch One look will make him frightened And he’ll make you like it
Splits
I fracture and fracture and fracture and fracture A slightly different face for you and you A crystal shaped experiment, born of mitosis Generation through destruction, diamond cut Playing telephone with me in my current state Reflecting you and you back Only the scientific method can break down this smut You’re inside me, with my […]
Ten minus
It’s burning off my chest Streaming down my neck Everything that’s good Has to come to an end Don’t want to let you in So I can break you down A molecule that’s aware Smiling at itself Proton fast To kill need for answers Ain’t your first You ain’t my last Ten minus Nine Eight […]
Medea
There’s a hole that burns right through me But the danger’s gone, I’m no longer small Carved out my weakest meat I’ve killed my darling, now I’m free
Slick
It hits, oh how it hits I’m reduced to Shortened words And this oil slick on my back Distracts from The heaviness inside my lungs Your face drips sweat Down on my neck I’m salty, bothered My mind has broken But my body’s stronger It hits, it hits, it hits It ain’t water off a […]
The plum
Зная Как света E в болка В черна слива Земята E тъмна Не e дива Правен Плод е нощен Няма слънце Тъмна сутрин още Отровна Тя е дом Беше болна Беше млада Малко гадна Стара рана
Terminatrix
There will be nothing left for me to say So I’ll just fuck until I’m dumb With this blood under my nails Prying these machines apart With their parts inside my hands, in mind Until I am no longer numb The loudest message Contains oversaturation Too much data makes for noise Not information There will […]
Dark Forest
As she swings me dear Towards a dark forest Bad fumes, choreographed moves I see her grin and turn again The picture is so clear In the forest of her mind In the dead internet The animals are quiet Now a dark forest, black forest Twas cherry-red and evergreen The most bitter girl that I […]
Yellow
For your destruction, it’s there in your mind Porous after a kiss to your eyes It’s how you spoke Of your life, In that little red book full of thoughts The television in your mind Is playing this into your head So you can understand From someone who has hair and shoes Tall enough for […]